Ambien

~T-5:00 - 10mg Celexa, 150mg Wellbutrin

T+0:00 - 10mg Ambien generic (IR)

Tmax of IR Ambien is 1.6 hours.

T+0:45 - I guess I'm starting to feel a bit weird. Nothing very interesting.

T+1:00 - I feel kinda out of it but still know whats going on. Can't be bothered to worry about anything. Whoa I just thought my chair was spinning but it wasn't.

T+1:15 - I feel pretty out of it but still know whats going on like before. Definite sense of euphoria. Not stressing about anything. Some motor impairment but nothin major. Really wanna do something, I wish friends were here. Also noticed no sedation effects, which seems weird but whatever. Just started noticing that inanimate things keep moving. I ran to catch the laptop that I thought was sliding off the bed only to see that it's perfectly still. I guess this is the point where visual hallucinations start.

T+1:30 - nearing the T-max point. still insisting that my matress is breathing etc. It's pretty hard to concentrate on something, especially typing but I think I'm doing ok.)I could swear that the people on the DVD case in front of me are moving. Ok we're moving on to much more profound hallucinations now. I swear that as I'm typing this, my desk is swinging to and away from me. Now it feels like I'm coming with the desk, like the whole room is swinging. I snap myself out of it and realize the room is still, but as soon as I sit to resume typing, the swinging continues. It's like the entire room tries to amplify every move I make around me. I still can't shake the feeling that all these inanimate objects are breathing and I can truly see it I think. Also I thought my whole chair was rising and i was worried I would hit the ceiling until I shook it off, but I still can feel the chair breathing under me. Creepy. I just have a general feeling of space being pulled and warped and tilted...everything is moving!

T+1:35 - standing up helped me come back to the real world a bit. Decided get another tablet and see what to do with it.

T+2:00 - 5mg Ambien IR insufflated, bringing total dosage to 15mg.
-I still feel pretty weird. the moving room seems to have stopped. altho words on the screen continue to move. It will be interesting to see what this second dose will do to me.

T+2:15 - starting to lose touch with reality... The movie I have been listening too keeps affecting me somehow. I keep dip into dreams by just closing my eyes. doing that while listening to the music is awesome. Things have stopped manking any kind of sense.

~T+11:00 - Well, I just woke up. I have no idea what happened last night. I sent a skype msg at about T+6:00, meaning I lost around 4 hours at least. Snorting that half of a pill is the last thing I remember.